Dear person you hate, like, have a crush on, and Santa o3o
Dear Person I hate
I don’t want these feelings. I am not a hateful person, hate is useless and unnecessary, but I’ve had it up to here with just about everything and I don’t. want. this.
I dont’ want to hate, these are the feelings I never ever wanted to be spured by you, but it’s driving me crazy and sometimes I can’t fucking fix it okay. I know I say that I’ll try my best, and some how that’s just not fucking good enough. There’s not a hell of a lot I can do but be here for you, but just
Dear person I like
God I don’t know what I would do with out you, I hate seeing you put yourself down, it drives me crazy because I know that you are beautiful and wonderful and I wouldn’t replace you for the world. I may have my off days, and sometimes I just make everything worse. Okay most of the time I Just make everything worse, but I’m glad you’re still here.
Dear Person I have a Crush on
I think the one thing I regret is not confessing to you. I thought I had burried those feelings once everyone had started to move on, but seeing you again, even if it was just for a weekend? God, those feelings came back. Hard. I know I’ll probably never tell you, maybe in a few years when we can laugh about it, but for now I just need to work on getting the courage to talk to you again and be a friend again.
I know it’s petty of me to be jealous, it normally is, but I can’t help but feel it. ‘s just how life goes. I am mostly mad at myself for feeling it, and i’m trying my damndest not to feel this way but seriously
I am glad i know you, and talk to you, and can be friends with you, but that green monster is there, and I’m trying not to feel jealous, but i’m talking in circles by this point.
Dear Person I like
Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck god I am so sorry I should have talked to you so much earlier and I feel like a huge douche for not contacting you afterwords. We were both going through some shit at the time, but I am determined to talk with you again, because you are great and wonderful, and I’ve realized that I wanna try. I really really do, it’s scarier than all fuck, but I want to.